2025-03-12

Got damn. 4 months on E and every time right before I take my estrogen shot I start freaking out and doubting whether I'm actually trans and considering detransitioning because like, shit, my parents don't know I'm doing this and I cannot safely come out to them and this shit is permanent. So I'm screwed if this all turns out to be a mistake. But then again I'm happier and more comfortable now and I've cried myself to sleep wishing I'd been born a girl and have been crippled by reoccuring gender dysphoria. So I guess don't overthink it?